This has nothing to do with music

This past week has not been the best for me. I do realize that I MUST stop complaining so much if I'd ever like to form a relationship with anyone. Being ambitious is good and all, but if I'm not going to have anyone to share the wealth with, why bother working for it?

I wish I could find Lily Kurtzman's(sp) book, but I lost it months ago. She deserves it back, but I can't give it to her. That's not fair; blaming me is.

Why do I always end up ruining all the relationships I make with people?

No foreign language this year.
I'll try again next year.
No French III for this kid. =/

It's a wonder how other people are so interesting, and how many shy, quiet people can stay quiet. When approached, there is so much that a person can say. I just need to listen.

The Matches' Hiatus

Makes me want to throw up over how sad I am about this.
I'm cried multiple times and I'll cry more.
I never saw them live, and I may not ever.
RIP The Matches.

Brand New are good live, I know

Saw Brand New two weeks ago tonight. That was pretty facking amazing.
Little did I know that I was going to be seeing them again just about three months later.
17/10/2009 = first time I've ever had to pay money to see Brand New.
What time should I leave for the venue?
It's on a Saturday (just like every other BN show I've been to :D) so I won't have to skip school.
I wouldn't hesitate to ditch for a day if it was to stand in line for Brand New.
Honestly, I wouldn't miss that band for the world.
The ticket was super cheap, too. Came out to about $31 altogether. c:
It's a 4K person venue, though. D:
Manchester Orchestra open.
:)

Also bought a ticket to The Honorary Title.
12/09/2009. Knitting Factory. Good Old War open.
My first show ever was a GOW show...I just didn't stay for Good Old War. =p
I'm essited about that too.
I need a job. And merch money.
D:



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And the drum tech

More memories

Summer 2008 had some good memories, too. :D

And yes, I just had some sort of fangirl moment while watching this video a few minutes ago.

xD

Oh, the visual stimulation >:D

Don't judge me.

Sunday was amazing.

Kyle's a sweetheart.

So is Caleb.

Jonathan has very hairy pits.

xD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMIGAWD HILARIOUS XD

I couldn't stop giggling to myself.

>D

But for real, Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades is a much better song than The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows, in my opinion.

Why did they even choose TQTTNOEK as their single?

**sigh**

=/

And yes, 2:14, the part where Jesse touches himself, is my favourite.

>:D

Don't judge me. I'm not the only person who feels this way.

I'm essited *again*

No more Patrick Wolf, no more Jaguar Love, no more Blink, no more Fall Out Boy. (Sad about that.)

Brand New in July at the Troubadour.

Way too small for Brand New which makes tickets so much harder to get.

But I'm determined on getting a ticket for myself.

I WILL get one and I will go to that show and it will be amazing.

You just watch me.

I am in love with the end of "Communist Daughter".

Why do adults on vh1 always say "conversate"?

Ads by Google suck.

Jeff Mangum sounds like the lead singer of The Decemberists.

I kind of love how Neutral Milk Hotel use acoustic guitar in their songs as oppose to electric.

Jeff's voice makes it even better.

King of Carrot Flowers <3

Brand New show in July. $30 for presale this Tuesday.

(And yes, I am signed to their street team. xD)

I'm choosing that show over the Fall Out Boy/Blink 182 show in September that only costs $20 THAT WENT ON SALE TODAY.

**sigh**

The Troubadour really is a small club.

Too small. ]:

But they always do have the best bands.

Korn played there the day I was born. hahaha

I was informed that 18+ and 21+ shows are way better than all ages shows.

Shows PERIOD are the best thing ever.

18+ and 21+ shows would have to indescribable to be better than all ages shows.

I guess (free?) beer will take care of that for me, won't it? xD

My throat is so sore.

I took some night time Tylenol about half an hour ago (who cares what time it is? I mean, it's night time somewhere, anyway) and it kind of worked. It still kind of hurts to swallow.

Yes, I occasionally feel pain.

I feel like watching Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory again. I was watching it before my dad's friend came over. Had to turn it off because I need to start my science project that's due on Monday.

Still need to get back to that. hahaha

It's on physical anthropology.

I love anatomy, but my teacher said that our presentations and papers mustn't include any biology.

I love bio.

D:

Oops. I promised I'd make this my shortest blog yet when it came to text.

MY BAD.

Have a nice day, everyone.

P.S. Brit and Jesse Lacey were right about In the Aeroplane Over the Sea. It is really beautiful.

YouTube

I'm posting this on my blog because most videos on the YouTube site don't always play right.

It's complex. Anyway, if you watch this video you might end up liking it. I personally love this song.

I need to see Brand New again

Saw them at Springfest on April 4th at USC.

They were the headlining band.

Pinback had played right before them.

Mum heard Rob cursing a shitload of things and people and hated Pinback's set.

She didn't like BN's style of music.

But then again, she claims to hate every band I see. =/

I've been listening to Brand New a lot lately and I appreciate them so much more than I did before.

Their first album was ace. :D

And I am starting to find Jesse Lacey at least somewhat attractive.

He seems sweet.

I need to hug him before I die.

That would make me very happy.

Hope to see Kevin Devine next sunday.

That would be pretty cool, especially since I love Brand New so much right now.

I'm essited and I hope I can get into the show.

I really hope so.

D:

David Letterman has had Brand New AND Cursive on his show.

That's pretty impressive, no lie.

Best Poem Ever Written (by Amelia Stone)

"I dedicate this to all the lesbians.
All the lesbians.
Its on.
All the lesbians in the world
and all the bisexuals too.
Because to me youre lesbians anyways baby."

-my take on "Got Your Money"




She said she only wanted gingers
but she's dating this girl whose not.
Her hair's the color of a peacock's ass,
this is ladylove thats mad hot.

Once upon a time in geometry
Alyssa was talking to her friend Lily
and accidentally asked out her crush Shaanty
But she said "Yes" so now theyre all happy.

So I went bra shopping...

I got two 34D bras.
One that's really comfortable. It's white wif assorted hearts in the sequence of the colours of the rainbow.
And another one that's black wif pink + silver stars.
Not so comfy. :-/

So, I wear the bras.
Then, a week or 2 later, I find out I'm an E cup.
And for you stupid people out there, E is the exact same thing as DD.
DUH!!
I know someone who said "I don't mind being a DD but I DO NOT want to be an E."

WOW.

I can't log into my About.com account. >:[
I had to make a new WeeMee.
I fink my account name's shaantychan.
Or cacabonstumph.
iono.
x]

Add my piczo.
I fink my sn is shaantychan.
Just search me.
=]

I cannot find a bra that fits now.
And, sadly still, I have an arse and chub to match my jugs.
Dx

I had a dream where I was gonna go to Town Shop wif me mum, but the directions were so confusing.
They probably would be in the most populated city in the country!

How am I gonna find Steven and Wilson in such a big place?!
D:

Tell me a story about Patrick Fugit.

=]

Cynthia McKinney is merely a failed democrat.
Demo crats and republicans SUCKKKKKK.
xD

If Bill Clinton was such a great president, then you musta been hella pissed when be got impeached. o=

I'm still obsessing over Green party.
[VOTE KAT SWIFT!!!]
And shades of the colour green.
And yellow.
And sky blue.
=]

Kat Swift owns.
ANchor babies are freaks.
I wanna be put into foster care. BADD.
Check out my MySpace.
It's pretty. x]

I hate my school. =]

I wanna go to high school in Brazil.
I'll live wif my cousins Pri + Juliana in Sao Paulo. =]
Although, I might wanna learn Portuguese first. xD

I'm listening to Mushman and We The Kings non-stop now.
I listen to Mushmafor Patrick Fugit.
And I listen to WTK because I saw them on SURS one day and liked their song.
It was Skyway Avenue.
I'm listening to it right now, tbh. x]

It's a bit too popular for my taste, tho. >:p

I am such a butterface.
Meagan is the only person who's(sp) ever told me I'm not.
Dx

I luff her to death, tho.

A bi-sexual friend of mine keeps asking me to kiss her on the lips in school.
It's kinda funny when people stare.
I don't mind the staring.
But I luff Meagan.
I don't wanna kiss anyone else.
I'll only kiss Patrick Stump if he + Meagan + I have a threesome afterwards.

Yes, I am a virgin.
I will be on my deathbed.
Young whores in my school keep saying I'm a scary freak because I'm bi but don't fuck.
THAT'S CALLED NOT BEING A WHORE.

The girls in my science class are bitches.
They fink I'm a lesbian and I'm all hott for them.
They're Hollister whores.
If I were lez or straight, I'd hate them regardless!!
It's an advanced class, and when I used big words or "smart people talk" they get mad at me.
WTF?!

I'm using 4th grade language here, HELLO?!?!

I want a Mark Wood SV4 Stingray.
It's an electric violin.
Mark's the lead violinist of the Trans Siberian Orchestra.
You know?
The orchestra that made that song that's in the FYE commercial on FUSE all the time?
It's Russion Christmas or somefink like that. xp

I wonder who composed it...

I want an electric viola.
Dx

Whenever I wanna listen to Patrick Stump's voice, I always play EOWYGF.
I luff that CD x9028374012987498217349821394.
=]

People I currently obsess over:

-Patrick Stump [obviously]
-Steven Smith [needs to shave his chest + armpits. BADD. Recently performed "A Love Song." Check it out on YouTube. <33]
-Paul Dano **swoon**
-Christian Bale [only man wif "a full package." Hideous on most men.]
-Patrick Fugit [awesome band. Awesome movies. I really want A copy of the Wristcutters DVD. BADD]
-MEAGAN COCAINE.

If you didn't know that about me, then you don't know me at all.
xD

It's Valentine's Day.
The most dreaded day of the year.
Hollister whores and their "pookie-pies" smooching in public more than ever.
People handing out candy and shit to people they like.
I live in my fantasies.
Meagan and I haven't talked in a while.
I am so pathetic. =[[

A demand for abortions will be highest in the whole year after today.
Everybody better get theirs.
I hate children.
-_-

I'm listening to MGMT.
I need to go CD shopping.
The last CD I bought was The Forecast.
I really need new shitttttttt.
>.<>:p

B-cups aren't big.
Unless you're like a 52B.
THAT'S BIG.

Tell me a story about your life.
Or maybe somefink I can put on my MySpace.
=]

I still luff the colour green.
<333333

Men in aprons are HOTT.
xD

Talk to you next week.

-Shaant